that i have had alot of things on my mind lately. I dunno why. I can't seem to be happy. I had two tests today..and my project for creativing writing was supposed to be presented but fortunately, Mrs. Olver wasnt here. THank god, shes so dull.

I don't really know what else to say. Justin and I are jus...not doing the greatest. Like, he hasn't done anything wrong...I jus...take everything he does and turn it around. What is my problem? Any ideas? I love that kid sooo much so wtf am I doing trying to ruin the relationship? I think I have ani deas as to why I'm feelin this way. But what do I know. anyways, I'm not writing why jus because there are people that read this for the sole purpose of hoping my life is mierable. and its not so HAH!

I miss summer. Summer of '04...ahh man.

Now, its snowy and cold...and Im jus...feelin the way the weather is I guess. I have no idea. Everything inside of me is jus all...fumbled up. Alot of things have happened/changed in the last 3 weeks and Im jus all...frazzled about it I guess. Plus it's December...auuurgh, I really don't like Christmas.

I dunno what to get Justin for Christmas. Welll, I have an idea of what I wanna get him but I dunno. I kinda feel dumb about the hole gift giving thing. Like, what if what I get him...he doesn't really like and hes all excited and then he opens it and is like 'ohhh:(' soo yea, idddk. Annny ideas? Hmm maybe YOU should just tell me.

I need new belly rings. All the balls are gone off mine or mine have fallen out. It sucks. And nose rings. GODD I cant wait till christmas so I have money to buy some new stuff.

My tilt jeans that I've had forever...they were ripped in the butt already and I patched 'em and OMG...yesterday I bent over and the patch ripped and ahh it sucked! I had to wear Kristys gym pants and I felt like a genie or somethign in 'em. ahh well

Today I went into ceramics to start my Pookie pot. cheesebutt said she didnt wanna do that soo that sucks for me.

welllll I gtg eat dinner and stuff. good luck at ur basketball game tonite Justin! I love you Pookie!

hey..
i know how you feel.. its this kind of jealousy/wanna be with him all the time thing? I felt that too.. but Jeff assured me that he loves me and that he isnt ever gunna leave me.. maybe you and Justin need to sit down and talk about if you really want to be together.. or if its just a fling.. it made me feel better!! Trust me .. i hate getting gifts too.. Jeff wont tell me what he wants either.. good luck hun!!
» alliehall07 on 2004-12-15 12:46:15

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